23
August 17, 2008
Today is my birthday. I turn 23. I’ll be getting gray hairs before you know it.
This birthday is the first in seven years that Nikki isn’t sharing it with me, and while I have a great group of e-friends who’ve wished me happy birthday and whatnot, I’d still give almost anything to be with her today.
This is one of my favorite songs, and it is so appropriate for how I feel today.
When You’re Gone ~Avril Lavigne
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I’d need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I’m alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I’ve never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I’d do, I’d give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

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Congratulations!
Although your understanding of the world and people is beyond your age. Many 40 y/o’s don’t have your appreciation of how life works.
Thank you, Lee.
Happy birthday, Alexa.
You’re thinking of her today, and she’s thinking of you. You might not be together in person right now, but you’re still sharing this day together. She’s still celebrating you.
You’ll have many, many more birthdays to spend with each other.. look forward to those.
Happy birthday, gorgeous.
happy birthday!
Happy belated! Hope you had lots of fun.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Thank you all for the happy birthday wishes.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! You are unbelievably mature, wise and insightful beyond your years. Enjoy.
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Happy belated B-Day honey.
Did you talk to your sweetie on your B Day?