23

August 17, 2008

Today is my birthday. I turn 23. I’ll be getting gray hairs before you know it. :lol:

This birthday is the first in seven years that Nikki isn’t sharing it with me, and while I have a great group of e-friends who’ve wished me happy birthday and whatnot, I’d still give almost anything to be with her today. :sad:

This is one of my favorite songs, and it is so appropriate for how I feel today.

When You’re Gone ~Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I’d need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I’m alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I’ve never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I’d do, I’d give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

Comments

11 Responses to “23”

  1. Lee on August 17th, 2008 9:37 am

    Congratulations!

    Although your understanding of the world and people is beyond your age. Many 40 y/o’s don’t have your appreciation of how life works.

  2. Alexa on August 17th, 2008 10:31 am

    Thank you, Lee. :kissy:

  3. Alan on August 17th, 2008 10:40 am

    Happy birthday, Alexa.

  4. Ally on August 17th, 2008 12:08 pm

    You’re thinking of her today, and she’s thinking of you. You might not be together in person right now, but you’re still sharing this day together. She’s still celebrating you.

    You’ll have many, many more birthdays to spend with each other.. look forward to those.

    Happy birthday, gorgeous. :kissy:

  5. Shannon on August 17th, 2008 11:51 pm

    happy birthday!

  6. Han on August 18th, 2008 12:30 am

    Happy belated! Hope you had lots of fun.

  7. Brian on August 18th, 2008 10:17 am

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

  8. Alexa on August 18th, 2008 12:52 pm

    Thank you all for the happy birthday wishes. :kissy:

  9. Ron on August 18th, 2008 1:25 pm

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY! You are unbelievably mature, wise and insightful beyond your years. Enjoy.

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  11. Ed on August 18th, 2008 7:54 pm

    Happy belated B-Day honey.
    Did you talk to your sweetie on your B Day?

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